voxetoile.internalbleeding

all of her lovers all talk of her notes and the flowers that they never sent

this song is really beautiful and intense
 

since i can’t be bothered to write about anything worthwhile.. 

1. First thing you wash in the shower?  my face
 
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?  light and dark green stripes, i also have this blue one that has soft white furry stuff on the inside of the hood that i love with a passion.
 
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?  yes. i only daydream about it 1/3 of the day.
 
4. Do you plan outfits?  i don’t lay shit out the night before or anything.
 
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?  kind of loopy, slightly high, a little sick, maybe a little bored but enjoying this breeze that’s coming in the window, pretty happy
 
6. Whats the closest thing to you that’s red?  the heart on my pajamas 
 
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?  uh.
 
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? i think i already went over this. boogie boarding and eating strawberries with a tranny.
 
9. Did you meet anybody new today?  i meet at LEAST 100 new people every day that i work.
 
10. What are you craving right now?  nothing, i am feeling quite satisfied. maybe a little human contact of some sort.
 
11. Do you floss?  no, i hate when it gets stuck under my teeth and i feel like i’m about to pull my tooth out or something so i panic and stop doing it.
 
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?  “is that cabbage i smell?” or maybe the delicious colcannon i make on st. patrick’s day.
 
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?  dude, i can’t even remember. probably the year 2002.
 
14. Are you emotional?  i sometimes think that my entire life is ruled by my emotions.
 
15. Would you dance to the taco song?  what? like putting on the ritz? fuck yes. i’ll dance to pretty much anything, especially taco.
 
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?  yes, all i do is count money at work.
 
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?  it hurts my teeth if i bite into it. you’ve got to lick it before you kick it.
 
18. Do you like your hair?  i think it has been looking pretty good lately.
 
19. Do you like yourself? as long as i’m not being an asshole, i like myself.
 
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?  that depends on how you define celebrity. in touch magazine-status celebrity? negative.
 
21. Do you like cottage cheese?  i can think of nothing more vile than cottage cheese. my mom used to eat it with peaches and it would test my gag reflexes.
 
22. What are you listening to right now?  sinead o’connor.
 
23. How many countries have you visited?  canadia.
 
24. Are your parents strict?  that is one thing they are not.
 
25. Would you go sky diving?  sure, why the hell not.
 
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?  i doubt he’s into vegan eats. he has that whole murderous meat rage thing going on.
 
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?  a molotov cocktail, perhaps.
 
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?  aside from my personality, no.
 
29. Have you ever been in a castle?  yeah, castle loma in toronto. that was probably the most fear-inducing ancient elevator i have ever been in.

 
30. Do you rent movies often? renting movies is for suckers, netflix is where the party is at.
 
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? freddie fucking cupcakes
 
32. Have you made a prank phone call? me? never.
 
33. Do you own a gun? i often wish i did.
 
34. Can you count backwards from 74? that’s a tough one.
 
35. Who are you going to be with tonight? myself.
 
36. Brown or white eggs? FUCKING NEITHER YOU SICK FUCK.
 
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? a few pairs of fishnets, eyeshadow and some shoes.
 
38. Ever been on a train? yeah, i love trains. i actually wanted to be a train conductor when i was young.
 
39. Ever been in love? yes. not as often as i wanted to fool myself into believing i was.
 
40. Do you have a cell-phone? i do, and i’m going to have to upgrade the bitch soon because this thing isn’t cutting it. it belongs in the smithsonian.
 
41. Are you too forgiving? i often wonder. i do believe that you can never find peace if you cannot forgive.
 
42. Do you use chap stick? my lips hurt real bad.
 
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? working?
 
44. Can you use chop sticks? yes, i prefer them to silverware to be honest.
 
45. Ever have cream puffs? what the fuck is that? is that like one of those snoball things that feel like a tit?
 
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? i’m guessing that is a movie. no.
 
47. What was the last question you asked? could you do me a favor and stop by kroger and pick me up some of those really strong cough drops and peanut butter zig zag ice cream?
 
48. What was the last CD you bought? i haven’t the foggiest, that was so long ago. i think i bought that modest mouse ep, everywhere and his nasty parlor tricks or whatever at desirable discs in garden city.
 
49. Boys or girls? i don’t really have a preference of one over the other.
 
50. What is your bus number for school? dude. i couldn’t even remember that when i was in school.
 
51. Is your hair curly? that’s a well kept secret but it is very curly.
 
52. Last time you cried? probably when i was drunk a few weeks ago and making a mountain out of a molehill.
 
53. Ever walked into a wall? never while i was sober.
 
54. Do looks matter? to an extent.
 
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? yes, i dated someone who worked there.
 
56. Have you ever slapped someone? that’s a pretty funny story and inappropriate for this forum, but be sure to ask me about it sometime.
 
57. Favorite time of the year? october
 
58. Favorite color? green
 
59. Are you sarcastic? i’m quite possibly the most sarcastic person on earth.
 
60. Do you have any tattoos? no, i’ve thought about getting some and when i look back at the choices i would have made, i am very thankful that i did not. i see a lot of really awful tattoos on a daily basis.
 
61. The last person you held hands with? someone very lovely
 
62. Do you sleep with the TV on? hell to the no
 
63. Where was your default picture taken at? what
 
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? i can only think of one person i dislike and that is my manager
 
65. Do you like your life right now? i can honestly say that yes, i do, and that is really a big change for me
 
66. How often do you talk on the phone? every day for hours on end
 
67. What is your favorite animal? the liger. seriously, was this questionaire written by napoleon dynamite?
 
68. What was the most recent thing you bought? i bought some sushi and juice for lunch. the sushi was stale and quite gross.
 
69. Do you have good vision? i have 19/20 vision, my left eye is a little bit weaker than my right
 
70. Can you hula hoop? like a champ!
 
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? i have before. does that make me a sucker?
 
72. Do you have a job? yeah, a shitty one.
 
73. Can you handle the truth? i can handle it, but do i like to face it? not necessarily.
 
74. What are you wearing? pajamas
 
75. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes, many times. i used to sneak out of my house when i was in high school to hang out with jason at two in the morning. my dumb ass decided to wear my vinyl pants one evening, and those things squeaked all the way down the stairs.

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